I’ve been at my job for six days now. I previously predicted that I would be overwhelmed at first and indeed I was. Just learning my way around the school, remembering students names, and who has which backpack and coat was enough new information to send my head spinning. I felt like crying after the third day, and sheer exhaustion set in by the fourth day. Today was a good day; I had a few victories and improvements in my duties, and I am hoping the trend continues.

I also think going off one of my medications under doctor supervision has helped the brain fog to lift. I have had a few instances where the gears were still moving slowly, but overall I see an improvement in my memory. That helps to reduce stress, knowing that I can rely on my brain to figure things out.

I am enjoying the students, they are all so adorable, even though some are mischievous. It’s hard to get aggravated at them because they are so cute and clever. I look forward to getting to know them better. It won’t always be smooth sailing, of that I am certain, but I think it will be tolerable. I would like to hang on to the feeling I have tonight, as a remembrance when things get tough. A reminder that some days will actually be fun.